Optimize your optimism

Society mindset

2009-06-13T00:46:00.002+08:00

fight fight fight just because of a my friend.

Its true what the society used to say... " relationship is a distraction to studies"

But I am going to prove the society WRONG.

you can juggle between studies and relationship.

it just take alittle bit of positive thinking, determination and a little effort.

That's why my blog's name is "Optimize your optimism".

Make full use thinking positive than negative...

When you are thinking negative, you won't move forward.

Being realistic is different from thinking negative.

realistic doesn't stop you from moving forward in life.

Whatever the society thinks, I'm just gonna do it my way.

They are just too narrowed minded.

Society used to look down on Normal Academic students.

And guess wat...alot of Normal academic students made it to poly..

Normal tech student also can make it to poly...

So, whatever the society thinks, just BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, people!

don't let the society mindset destroy your life.

Is he worth it?

2009-04-21T21:46:00.007+08:00

Hey ppl, "17 again" is a very good movie!MUST watch..the moral of the story is good.

My bro was right about that guy....
recalling back, he's selfish.childish.

he's not worth it.

anyway, i am saying this because i chit chat with my aunty who is so open minded.
talk to me about guys.
she ask me if i like guys.
Come on. which aunty would ask me tat?
My family don't even ask me that. She's so open.

My answer to her question is: Guys give me problems, stress. they expect you to spend 99.999% of your time with them. They waste my time.

they think we,gurls have no life, or no goals to achieve.
My aunty was testing me actually.haha.

2009-04-18T01:20:00.005+08:00

Port dickson @ Malacca

Enjoying my last day of holidays...AHHH! SCH IS STARTING SOON!

travel, take pictures... capturing every moment. shop, movies, house cleaning..

i think we need to enjoy life a bit.

two days to make full use of the time to ENJOY!

Friday, Sat, Sun, I am not going to think about sch, fyp... just SWITCH OFF your mind from sch can...?

Met Someone unexpected in KL

Movies...I'm a Movie freak now.

hehehe...

Looking forward to watching '17 again'

not forgeting 'push'...

My sis Friend offer me to go water rafting. hmm..y not?

Two years ago,I played archery and i stopped.

Thinking of going back to archery. Anyone wanna join?

On Monday morning, 6am, then i will think of school.

My sensitive side reveals....

2009-04-16T22:44:00.006+08:00

Oh my..Recalling back wat happen during the holidays.
When i'm sensitive + mood swing = mean words

So, im i say something mean, or rude with the arrogant look, it means i am in sensitive mode and having mood swing. So, forgive me, if say something a little mean to u and tell me tat if i say smth mean, coz sumtimes i dun realise. human makes mistakes...

I kinda break off a friendship with a friend, a gurl...she said, something on the day wen something big happen in my life. So, i was kinda sensitive and didnt reply to her sms after she sent me some sms. She sent me sms that make me feel tat she is being sarcastic about wat happen.

Some guy told me to treat him as his elder brother... huh??. i dunno wat was he thinking man. first, i was born first before him. i am older than him by 9 days. haizzz... and secondly, i don't feel like a sister around him.oppsss..lol.

Then, about "the one..", i leave it to my family to decide. There's no such thing as ' My Love Life' anymore...and also bcoz, my brother very picky. he wants someone who has a clean past. aiya, let him decide la. im tired. follow the flow..

It use to be all about me n my life, my rules, but now...its different. Some of the people in my past can't accept that. But, i have to do it.

they make me of who i am today. Without them, maybe I wun be in RP. it's a way to repay them back 4 all their hardwork and support.

Stressed out...about being Leader

2009-04-03T14:31:00.005+08:00

it's been a while I updated this blog. Let me tell you why. STRESS is the cause of me not updating for a long time.LoL.

Thinking of my final year project and being a leader for it.

I am a leader for two major projects : final year project and aeromodelling.

It’s not easy being a leader, its damn challenging. I really hope I can make it through this year.

Juggling two projects at one time. And I need to improve in so many areas.

That’s not the end. There are more responsibilities to come.

You know why. This is because since year 2 semester one, most of the time, I have always been chosen to be leader for every module. You think it’s so wonderful to be a leader each day you arrive school?

Being a leader is fun but sometimes you want to be a team player for a while

You just want to have a break and just be a team player. The only chance for me to be a team player is when the facilitator chooses others to be the leader..

So, this year 3, I will most probably be leader again.

There are possible reasons why people might not want to be leader.

It may be because no one dares to voice out their views. (so when someone voice out more opinions, then they should be leader. -_-) OR no one wants to be leader because of the huge responsibility that they have to take. OR nobody cares.

When you are the leader, you divide task and that’s easy. But when you give the task to the person, she / he don’t do it with their best effort because he/ she don’t care or they are lack of motivation.

And then you have to think of how to motivate them...and I’m tired of doing motivation. Because there is so many of them that needs motivation. I wish I have a power or miracle that can just motivate everyone at once. Those who are my leaders or instructors told me that I just have to improve on the way I motivate people.

Tired and sick.

One will just tell me: don’t give up. It’s just a test.

I’m not going to race anymore

2008-12-28T01:43:00.009+08:00

Racing has always been my fantasy/dream since I was 9. Well, not only me in the family. My other cousin also likes racing. This all started from my uncle.

My uncle is a person who loves speed.

I don’t know how many times he got motor bike accident and still have not learned his lesson.

During his time, he likes to race so much until it went down to my generation which end up me and my cousins likes racing too. Haiz..that’s bad..

After the accident that happened to me and my sister at the go cart place in Melaka, I start to think f ways to control myself from speeding. I was speeding and I crash onto my sister’s go cart.
I got a few blue back on my hand and leg and those are minor injuries. But I am more worried of my sister. She got back muscle pain. That’s internal injury!

I’ve been messaging her back hoping that she will no longer have muscle back pain.

In racing movies such as ‘2 fast and 2 furious’ or ‘KL menjerit’ (malay racing movie) and etc.

They always show racing risk your life and you might die. But they never show that it also kill other people lives.
Imagine you speed driving and crash into someone else’s vehicle. After that, you realized that you only get minor injuries while other driver got killed because of your carelessness and speeding. Tats ridiculous!

You have to face guilt for your whole life and see other people get killed for your own mistake of not thinking of the consequences.

You will face so much guilt that you wish u can reverse back the time.

Why other people must faced the consequences for the mistake you have done?

Lesson to learn: I will stop racing but drive safely next time.
So think before you go speeding coz it’s not only risking your own life but the life of others.

Ready for takeoff….

2008-12-14T12:01:00.015+08:00

It’s 930am, and we board a school bus to Singapore flyer.
We are going to Singapore flyer for to simulate a flight..hahaha..LOLs!
The real student price is actually 65 dollars but paid 40 dollars for it because school subsidized.
Hmmm..I don’t know how to put it into words. hehe. So these are the pictures..

that's how our day ended at the flight simulator experience. no way....not for me, jonathan and sebastian. After that, we went to esplanade to study..ummm..study? errr...i guess so.. hahaha!

RP meets ITE simei

2008-12-09T19:00:00.005+08:00

Haiyo...Early in the morning, i got flu and headache... and its been raining for 3 days non-stop!
reason for being sick is... for skipping my meals and sleeping at 3am...

Wake up and the first thing is ACHOO!haha.. So, end up i don't go to school today.

anyway...went to volunteer to help for the standard chartered race marathon.
it damn fun!

At first, i thought its only RP students but there also students from other schools like TP, MI, some JC sch and ITE simei.

ITE simei guys are quite cute...some dont look like mat rep but more descent boy look, with pretty eyes. awww... but too bad lar, i cant click with them.

even though i got talk to them, i feel like cannot click ah.. Communication is very important no matter how good looking guys can be.

I would rather choose average looking guys who i can communicate with. LoL.

During the event, my team decided to use names of food in MCdonald. For e.g. if you want to Male shirt, small size, you say, " Mc Spicy.."

there was one time, the ITE cute guy say " Mc Spicy with no coke.." hahaha...LOLs!

Look into his cunning eyes...fuh.

2008-12-08T23:34:00.003+08:00

Dun care about your faults and your weaknesses,
Dun care what you gonna say about me,
Because no one is perfect, my dear.
Coz I believe that your heart is kind and will protect me from those who wants to hurt me.
Even though u don’t show your feelings,
But yet I know what you are feeling,
How was I able to do that? You tell me.
How was I able to understand you without you telling me everything?

-from the heart

the movie 'LOST' just released...

2008-12-05T22:30:00.011+08:00

Remember the drama series ‘LOST’? Yesterday, my god sis and I create our own episode of ‘LOST’…

Basically, this episode, Dinah and Nad get themselves lost from city hall to bugis.

We start walking at 12pm and end at 5pm…

So, we walk for 5 hours without any transport..

First, we eat KFC at Orchard…then we took MRT to city hall…

and walk all around city hall until Bugis…

We have no detail plan of where to go… we both were like…should we go right or left?...HAHA!

I can even ask a stupid question. “Have we reach Bugis?”…LOL

We just get ourselves lost, dancing while walking around the streets..just like I the movie ‘Step up to the streets’… look like crazy ppl but its worth the laughter. u will never know how fun it can be until you tried it...

We went to explore hotels like pan pacific hotel, golden landmark , allson, Victoria…

And we visited a church. LOLs…I dunno why. We just want to explore what it is like inside church. (sebelum masuk, baca bismillah..seram.haha.)

lastly, we find ourselves in SMU… woah…we are in university already…skip poly life. We only get to go the SMU roof top only lar. HAHA..LOL…

We ended the journey with a short visit to SMU...LOLs!

W24M Class photo up for grabs!!

2008-11-23T00:05:00.011+08:00

All W24M Class photo, you can ask from Fazli, the guy with his new Nikon camera...

Pic Below: all took such a long time to pose infront of the camera...haiz..

Pic Below: okay...say "cheese!"

Look further down is a pic of....

My Digital Facilitator (LOL!!)

He is the winner for being "The most observant digital faci"

Haha..Why I say observant? Becoz he knows when I am in lazy mode…
If you think I am hardworking, think back…hahaha! Coz this faci can spot my slacking mode well!
Everytime when I start to slack, he will put it in under comments. Basically he observes every student. But when he put those comments, its true la…
And he gave me a C for being in a slacking mode. humph

Digital Team of the Day

And Last but not least, our photographer of the day wic is also

our classmate...

W24M is a fun class but E45K (Yr 2 sem 1) is the HAPPENING class!!
I can still remember the environment of E45K…the CS environment, putting “aruna” name in CS..zul’s birthday bash!! Hahaha!
LOL…will never forget those moments.

W24M, the class that helps me to survive through all the modules.

Becoz W24M has its way of knowning how to learn in a fun way and help each other...

IN CONCLUSION, Both class is Fun!!hehehe...

To friends who have work hard to organise outings...

2008-11-08T22:28:00.007+08:00

Plans for Saturday morning?!!

I planned to go to library, to do my stuff.

Sometimes, I treat school & library like my second home.
Maybe because my heart is so close to school and the library...
I know people might think I am crazy.

People will wander, “why school. Think of school and you will be stress..”

But for me, School is a place where I can do things freely...

Like, if I want to go anywhere, no one stop me and disturbing me.

And why I like library? Because it so quiet and peaceful, and the best, no distractions..So quiet that I can even fall asleep...haha.LOL

So, I told my mum that I’m going to the library.But then, they restrict me because they thought I was going to meet my friend for no reason.

She argue, why do you need to go to school on a Saturday?

I mean, I rarely go out with my friends nowadays. I have so many things to settle until all my friends say I’m always busy. Actually, how I wish I could manage my time for my friends and family too.

You see, my friends...how can I not be busy... I couldn’t even have time for my friends and have to make time for my family since family always come first.

When I have time for family, I have no time for friends.

When I need to spend some time for friends, my family say I spend too much time for myself and friends.

When I spend time for both family and friends, I have no time for school and my hobbies.

So, how? I have no idea.

Just hope you guys or any of my friends out there organise an outing understands if I end up saying things like,” I’m not going...” or “I can’t go”,,

i really apreciate all your hard work trying to organise outing to for class bonding...

But It’s not that I don’t want to go. I just can’t make it but I will always try to make it. At least I try, right?? :))

W24M for the first time of the SEM

2008-11-06T15:18:00.006+08:00

Last week, W24 For the first time, more than half of the class went out to lunch together, play arcade! Hahaha..

Di ying, so poor thing, she got hit by a basket ball when playing arcade until her head got blue black. Blame Xu Hao for it! Haah.

We took the most seats in KFC…people all need around 2 tables. We took 6 tables in KFC. Hahaha!

I read one of my friend’s blog and she write in her post that “she realizes that she have left out her really true friends…”

Well, no offence but I find it true because it does happen to me. I think that this is what happens to our life especially being in RP. We keep changing classes every semester.

Hence, we tend to have more time for those who are in the same class as you. Maybe because RP students know that we only have a few months to know each other so we tend to have more time for classmates.

But, however, there is msn to always make sure we always keep in touch no matter how busy we can be. So, not to worry.... all we need is msn and save some of your time for all of your friends... hehehe!

"Ayo...dinah is angry..."

2008-10-21T15:30:00.007+08:00

In my course, we have to take up this module called PCB (prototyping of circuit board) Sounds chim but can be fun with wire wrapping and soldering then get your hand burn! wakaka!

As usual RP, we must do presentation slides.

One of my team members, PERSON X…I know is someone who is not the participative type of person.
Well, not participative…least you could do is by being cooperative.

This is how the conversation started with PERSON X...

Dinah : “where is your slide on features?”
Person X: “umm..havent do..I dunno how”
Ok. Fine.. I was thinking maybe I give ‘PERSON X’ a guide or help..so I said..

Dinah: “ u look at question 3…”
Dinah was about to discuss the question with person X and so…

Person X looks at question 3…then silence for like 5 mins ++
Dinah assume that ‘PERSON X’ has gotten the answer since ‘PERSON X’ seems to look serious at his computer.

Dinah: “so..Gotten the answer already…wats the answer?”
PERSON X: “umm..i still duno how to do..”

Dinah blood boiling but she tries to show the calm face…
Dinah: “Ouh ok…so what are goin to do? What are goin to present?

PERSON X: “ umm..let me take a look at the powerpoint slides. Hmm…I dun noe leh..”

Dinah gets frustrated whenever ‘PERSON X’ says “I DON’T Know” phrase. She doesn’t understand what PERSON X is trying to tell her. She’s confused, frustrated and trying to clear her doubts.

Dinah: “then how? so you not presenting anything?”
PERSON X just raises his shoulder up and down and keep saying I Don’t know.

Dinah: Ouh….so tat means you never do work?
She did not realize what she was saying but because she is so confused…She blurted out those unintentional hurtful words.

Then, my two other team mates scare PERSON X in a joking manner and say," ayo...dinah angry already.."

He just keep quiet…then I immediately ask one of my team mates to give one of his slides to PERSON X as I only have one slide to present.

In Conclusion……..

If you don’t want to do work, please find something to contribute even though you are just going to present only one part of the worksheet.
I would like to apologize if I did ever say hurtful words but during work or project, I take it seriously…

So, if you are around the bush, I can be confused and get stressed up.
If you don’t want to be direct in personal stuff, I don’t mind but when involving work, please don’t confuse me. Hehe…coz I will get frustrated.

Oh my goodness!! He winks…

2008-10-12T00:19:00.003+08:00

There is this guy in my school…well, dun mention which class he is in…(coz I noe some ppl will come to his class just to find out who he is..HAHA.LOL)

All I can say that he is not a Malay guy, is older than me..

Anyway…he winks at me twice for two different days.
Oh no! Does he think I am interested in him just becoz im being friendly?

I mean…most guys I meet won’t be so confident to even wink at me. The most courageous step that guys will do is to get to know me through MSN. Hahaha!

And this guy just talk to me for a few weeks and now, so confidently winks at me and smile..

I just gave him the look that shows “I didn’t notice what your eyes were doing”

Maybe he is just flirting. Eee…! Haha..oh my..Suddenly, I feel so bad.

LOVE sparks....

2008-10-02T22:37:00.008+08:00

Love...

what is love?

Hmmm...in my context, love is when you cannot live without that person.

before today, i havent met someone i can't live with. But now, i think i have met that person.

hehe...I'm just taking my time to get to know the person. all i can say is that he is such a nice person.

Well, that's all i can tell you for now lar...haha.

i did some survey and this is what i get....

My love based on Commitment sey! woohoo..LOL

SDC

2008-09-07T15:36:00.018+08:00

Going out, shopping, watch movies, chit chat, eat, walk in malls....that most common thigns teenagers always do....

To do it again and again..wasting money and time....
i start to think to do something different..
Nad, i treat he like my god-sis...

i suggested to her "Gurl...let's go discovery centre..i want to do something different ah..i get bored going out to town..." She agrees to also try out somethign different.

And we went to Spore discovery centre and as usual, i always plan the journey so that we dun waste time finding what bus to take, which stop to alight and so on... this all can be done through research on the internet. this is bcoz i dun like unplanned journey. Waste time and energy..haha!

(Pic above): We took the SAFTI bus tour!! It's a Singapore Armed Forces Training institute..

It is a place where they train those Singaporeans mens to be officers...COOL...

(Pic below): before that, we watch 2 3D shows called the 'i werks'. Its kinda cool coz it makes the images look so real! The images are like just right infront of ur face! i feel so funny wearing the 3D specs...

(pic below): Then after that, went to the army museum.....such a nice scenery..There's kayaking!

Planning to come here again just for the kayaking..It's only 1 dollar or 2 dollar...
Well, its gonna worth the adventure.

We also tried out the rifles where they use it in the army...called the individual marksmanship trainer...we shoot the target.."BANG, BANG!" like in CS.

then...after the SAFTI tour and i werks, then we went to realize that discovery centre is more like about singapore future, its technologies and weapons, the singapore armed forces...

(pic above): Discovery is all about using ur senses, "hear what, see what, touch wat"....

(Pic above): Nad on TV!! she is acting to be a news broadcaster. Broadcasting about the history of TV in singapore...errr..

We built Singapore...we decide where to put the HDB flats, neighbourhood post, hospital , hotel..and this is what we have done so far...

(pic above): Ok...i am stepping at one part in singapore i think i am stepping at bukit batok...LOL

"Peace.."

(Pic above): Trying to be lame b4 we leave SDC, so we put our names at this black board we found in SDC...

Flying Experience Madness...

2008-08-22T22:36:00.032+08:00

Entering Sofitel Hotel...

Pic(above): after looking around the hotel for a while, Ms Linda call our names out to give us the hotel card key.

Pic(above): i saw this thing above me. I said to myself ,"a bar..wow..i've never had a drink in a bar before, maybe drink orange juice or something..lol". i was hoping to have a drink in a bar one day but dun bother much about it.

Pic(above): To my surprise, Mr mohan wanted to treat us a drink to the bar. We didn't ask for it but he just want to treat us.Hehe! what a day... but he also treat some of the year 3 in the pic below.

Next morning, we have to wake up at 5:30am because at 6am, we are suppossed to have our breakfast. To eat breakfast at 6 am? can you imagine? So early..

Pic(above): the team of the day

Pic(above): this is a room where they will first tell us what to do then, keep telling us about safety. safety, safety...

Pic(above): As we we walking towards the tarmac, this is the first thing that capture my eye.

it's written so damn big..

if i stand like 5 metres away, i think i can still see the words. HAH.

Pic(above): we are given a checklist. Everyone in my team were moving around the plane and do the checking together. So, we have to check every part of the plane is working, check the fuel level, no leaking...etc..

Pic(above): the flying instructor showing us how to check fuel level of a Cessna.

Pic(below): refuelling a Piper Warrior...

Pic(below): this is where there are tons of fuel here. this thing is like Caltex for planes, where they get fuel for refuelling....

Pic(above): giving us some insights about what is inside the Piper Warrior plane.

Pic(above): checking if the fuel is contaminated with water

Pic(above): Ladies first!..hehehe...we fly first..yeah..

Pic(above) : Aircraft instruments...Any instruments look familiar to you?

We fly to Kota tinggi at about 1.5 feet

Pic(above): when we were about to take off, we have to stand by because the A380 is landing and then it take off again.

I heard that there are students in that A380 who are learning to fly, take off and land the A380. So, they are having their training here.

Pic(above): My closest pals during the trip,to my right is Maverick and to my left is Wolfman...
They are doing marshalling, some of us are doing flight planning....

Pic(above): after doing all the flying, marshalling, etc...., we decided to relax for a while, chit chat and see planes and helicopter land and take off.

Pic(above): Went back to hotel, took a bath then went for our dinner.

After dinner, i decided to go to sleep coz i was too tired and have to complete the worksheet they gave to us.

I think some of the year 3 guys went to play bowling and pool...walao..

Pic (above): last day of the trip... we had to do our presentation... One guy got sick and so, all of the 4 teams have to present in 30 minutes.

So, the total time for all 4 teams to present is only 30 minutes. this is even faster than presenting in RP. hehe.

'Love' elective?...

2008-08-19T08:42:00.007+08:00

Straits Times, 18 August 2008

"Love 101 proves top hit in class"

Pic(above): Topics such as cohabitation are part of the 'love' elective at the Singapore Polytechnic.

STUDENTS are falling for the 'love' elective offered at two polytechnics.

At Singapore Polytechnic (SP), 'Love relations for life - a journey of romance, love and sexuality' made the top 10 list of most popular general elective courses last year.

It is in such demand that the polytechnic has doubled the number of available places from 360 last year to 720 this year.

At Ngee Ann Polytechnic, close to 400 students have sat for the elective on 'Understanding relationships: love and sexuality', introduced last year.

These 'love' courses aim to teach students all about love and relationships.

Madam Sukie Tong, who teaches the elective at SP, told The Straits Times: 'The class is not about getting students to pair up, but teaching them relationship skills so that if and when they are in one, they can handle things better.'

Skills to resolve conflicts, and lessons on why men and women think and react differently are all part and parcel of the 15-week course, said Madam Tong.

She added: 'Students say their relationships improved after they took the elective, for example, as they realised the importance of giving their boyfriends more space.'

It is so pleased by the success of the 'love' electives that it now wants to extend them to junior college students, The Straits Times reported earlier this month.

But why are students rushing to learn about love? They are not as starry-eyed as you might think. The elective is easy to score in, say students interviewed.

Ng Zhi Xian, 19, said: 'I took the elective to get an A. All my friends who took the elective scored an A.'
As Madam Tong put it: 'Nobody has failed this elective yet. It's impossible to fail unless you don't do any work at all.'

My response: I think this is a good module as in it gives tips on how to resolve conflicts and such…

Of course, most students will get A lar!

if there were to have a first record of student failing this module, i think there is something wrong with the student.

But I’m sure that if I am one of the students there, I will be debating there in the love elective. I will agree to some things in this elective but not all of them.

For example, they encourage cohabitation. (cohabitation is when a couple decide to live together before they get married.)

Anything can happen during cohabitation period like what if teenage cannot control their temptations and resort to having sex …by then, it’s not love but just lust.

It is said that cohabitation helps to prevent divorce and such…

But I think cohabitation is not the only way to relsove conflicts but it is how well the couple communicate with each other, understanding, love, etc….

Just like in the movie ‘license to wed’…

in this movie, the couple cohabitate but at the end of the movie, what they realize is that all they have to do is to juz communicate to solve their problems.

Bro Bdae present...

2008-08-17T00:29:00.004+08:00

I bought a perfume for my brother for his birthday.
Well, my mum was commenting,

“he has too many perfumes. Why buy perfume?”

Maybe she does not want me to waste money because

she knows I will skip my lunch just to save money. Opps..hehe.

Anyway, after I give the present to him, he kinda like it. He said,” adidas seh…waaah..”
Glad he like it.
Mum got jealous…hehe..alahai…then I tell her,” next year, your bdae, I buy for you also lar..”

Saying goodbye to E45K....

2008-08-08T10:59:00.031+08:00

Gosh...can't believe that i'm writing this post while listening to the song "Goodbye" by spicegirls...haha..EMO..

I remembered I wrote about my first week in school…and guess what now..

It’s the last week of school...aww...

Maybe because the people in class is having so much fun together that didn’t realized time flies so fast.
These are E45K Moments…

At Mcdonalds....

I still remember when I first come to this class…
Most of the guys in the class know each other already…I think they know each other from the SEG camp.

I know ain from airshow and I know jade from my last sem classmate.
But still we were not so close yet.

But becoz the guys bond so well, we gurls also bond very well…
And we share a lot of secrets! Ahha..shhh…

Pic (below): Bollywood LOVERs!

Pic(left): 3 tourists lost in Town...lol.

Pic(right): the unbeatable player...

Pic(left): the best player for pool..

Pic (right): Play bowling at SAFRA yishun

Pic (left): Zul aiming...

Pic(above): Will Zul make it?

hmm...i dunno..U decide. lol.

Pic(below): A few days ago....we went to shissha...

Pic(below): they look like dragons sia...!

Pic(below): do u think yantio is sleeping in this picture?...

the answer is NO..haha..

Definitely, I will miss this class,E45K but what to do.

Next semester, We have to changed class… all of us have to move on.

We can’t stick to the past forever because time is moving forward and not backwards.

So, let’s be prepared for the adventure, challenges & more surprises to come!
Meet new friends, new class…

Dun worry, we still have msn to keep in contact with each other. :)

I'll end this post with a pic of the "HOT HUNKS OF E45K"

-signing off : Dinah

Adventurous Weekend!!

2008-08-03T22:18:00.008+08:00

Friday Night, watched the Mummy with jade, ain and zul...

i like the yeti in the movie...

They are so white and full of fur! haha..they are like big teddybear..during cold days, can keep me warm..lol

after watching movie, i accompany ain coz she is waiting for her father to fetch her.

Actually, i wanted to go home but reluctant to leave her alone.

So, we sit at Mcdonalds and she went to buy sundae. While she was buying sundae, i was busy typing my RJ, too engrossed with RJ.

Suddenly, someone asked " escuse me ma'am, are u busy with ur work?"

when i looked up, i was so shocked to see zacky!..all of a sudden, he was just infront of me.

then he ask about PP...and i did made alot of promises with him like having lunch, etc...but because of time and situation, i am not able fulfill that promises yet. Come to think of it, he is a a very mysterious guy...so full of secrets.haha...lol

SATURDAY WAS FUN...

me and my god sister, we didnt plan anything. we just go to town to walk around. we have no direction to go.

we explore the whole orchard...exhausted, running around just to find tanglin Mall..

i know how to get to tanglin mall by bus...but if its from MRT station, im totally lost...

haha..we took 2 hrs to explore around town..its like treasure hunt!...

We had to rush down to Woodlands by 7pm becoz our parents are fetching us there...

My gosh..thinking about when me and my godsister running at MRT station just to get to Woodlands on time...hahaha! kecoh habis..

we are totally crazy people!

~signing off , dinah

She's gone Bad !!!

2008-06-30T17:20:00.012+08:00

Mom's gone to overseas, and i am gonna be bad at home...Haha..
Dun get me wrong...
Things i would do when she is not around like:

-chatting till late at night
-watching DVD, comedy, action and thiller movies with popcorn and ice blended drinks
-cooking
-doing the household chores my own way
-jumping around the house
-put the TV or radio volume out loud...

My brother...all went out to work and come home late at night. so, i am all alone but i get to do things that i am not allowed to do when parents are around.

well..when parents are home, i have to be a good gurl which has to lead a boring , routine life.

every day, she will put malaysia channel which is RTM 1.

every weekend especially sundays is always the torturing day of the week, which is doing the household chores using my mom's way.
And her way of doing things is to do the work with no fun and doing it all in once..

Which means after u sweep, it is a must, that you mop the whole house...btw, my mom uses a traditionally way of mopping... have u ever seen people mop using just wet cloth and hand?

well..that's how i have to mop the house. grrr....

when i have my own house, i am not going to continue moping the floor the traditional way..
Coz its damn tiring and u will backache all over.

Trust me..its not good for health.lol.

but she sometimes does allows to go out and chill out only after i do the house hold chores...

tat part, i like about about my mum and also when she cook rendang..hehe..trying to take some cooking tips from her.

yum yum..can't wait for hari raya coz tats when she cook rendang!

a crowd of different personalities in one game...

2008-06-20T15:58:00.008+08:00

a crowd of different personalities and TALENT in one game??

the crowd i'm referring to is my classmates, E45K peepz!

people with different personalities such as the 'the joker', the 'studious' type , 'the metallica guy' , etc...

and with various talent too..like some are known to play soccer well, dance,sing, play bowling, etc...

Different personalities & talents but yet all into one game which is COUNTER STRIKE! haha!

bang2 here..bang2 there...and lots of shouting "fuck u", "cibai.."

hahaha...almost everyone in the class play CS except me...lol..

No worries...i will play CS with the class but just waiting for the right time....

intimacy is not equal to LOVE

2008-05-20T18:41:00.005+08:00

Vesak day, haiz...i dunno wat to do..so i thought of watching a DVD movie tat i bought form JB.

it's a movie called "Juno"...

Well, it's a funny story but i like the fact that, the movie is trying to tell something.

it's like there is a moral story behind it.

it's about this young couple who make out, u noe..like intimacy and the gurl has to suffer through a lot of hardships....and also about being mature...

and so, along the way, she finally realize that Love is not just about being close and intimate...

but it's more than tat..

it's a gd movie....which even get nominated at the academy awards..

it's worth watching especially when you get to see the moral story behind it.

it will cause you toreflect back about your life...

My inspiration person

2008-05-06T09:52:00.005+08:00

Today is analogue electronics lesson and it is soooo...Boring..

Yesterday UT (understanding Test) was paper-based.
it really reminds me of secondary school days where I did my 'O' levels.
and my mind flash back to those days...

suddenly i was thinking of Rusydi, the way he sit, write during examination period.
his pen will easily run out of ink, and he will shake his pen up and down.
Haha..no personal feelings about him but...

whenever i am taking exams or test, my mind will always think of him.
becoz..he is my inspiration when i'm doing my exams. he is always getting first for most of the subjects in class. thinking of him during test gives me motivation.

all of a sudden, my body automatically follow like the way he sit, write...my mind was so focus..all because i feel inspired by Rusydi.Haha.

well, there is more test to come..and..will be thinking of that inspiration person most of the time..

Another day in my life

2008-04-25T18:40:00.008+08:00

gosh...it's been so long...well..it's normal..me been busy with school and stuff..

if people say RP is easy compared to SP and NP, tel them " Bullshit!" PBL learning is not as easy as u think.

we got projects to do. and we are graded every day...everyday, its not easy to get A everyday.

we don't get answers from textbooks...we get answers from the internet and we need to makesure that the whatever in the website is a reliable source.

and sometimes we can't even find the website that we want.

SP &NP, they all got textbooks infront of them..they don't need to think whether its reliable or not. they got lectures where they can get notes.. they can sleep during lecture, tutorial lesson...and study at home and they are just graded by exams. it's just like secondary school method.

haiz...well..i believe one day RP will become a recognised school...just wait and see..

btw, i have been sick,having headache, sorethroat,flu...all in one..

alot of people are geting sick nowdays. my friends say its because of the wheather in singapore.

time to take medicine..

tmr labour day..No school! hooray.....

Happy Holiday, people!

1st Week of school

2008-04-11T22:14:00.011+08:00

One Week of sch has passed....

Same class with Zacky for 3 semesters...haha..

So far, i find my class quite FUN...all of us get along pretty well...

For 3 modules, all my faci's are guys...and for today faci's is......

A Female (pic above)..her name is Ms Aruna....

She's quite demanding....in my team's ppt, we already have the circuit picture on the slides...but then, she expect us to draw the circuit on the white board...

At first, i was ok...i dun mind drawing...but then, she expect the drawing to be prefect and she will spot any missing line or circle in the circuit diagram that u draw on the board..

every slide, she will ask u at least one question...haiz..

why do i waste so much energy putting the circuit pic on the slides when have to draw the circuit on the board?...

if i knoe tat i need to draw the circuit diagram on the board, i will not do any ppt.

Actually, i realise it's a gd thing that she make us draw...becoz we get to understand more about logic gates and learn...
this is becoz sometimes when u draw it, it makes it more clearer...

during sch Break today, i watch a funny video of Rowan Atkinson from Luqman's Laptop, my classmate....it's Damn Funny, lar...

after sch, watch "she's the Man" wif one of my classmate...

it's a COOL movie...especially wif CHANNING TATUM acting in the movie...HEHE...

Everytime when i see him in the movie, i keep saying.."wah..he so handsome...hai..", and afterwards slap my own face so tat i will wake up from dream land...haha.lol...

Ok...i shall stop talking about Channing tatum or else i will end up not doing my RJ...

*Adios*

spending my last week of sch holiday at...

2008-04-08T18:02:00.019+08:00

Changi Airport control tower

VS

surabaya Airport control tower...

Spend Last week of sch holiday at Indonesia.

(below) this is Spore from the top view....

took a plane to Surabaya..then took a train to my grandmother's village..

went to Madiun, indonesia to visit my grandmother....
(above) the village that my grandmother lives look something like this ...

at last i get to relax especially with the peaceful live in Madiun even though i lost my MP4 in Surabaya :(

there is less vehicle...no stress...breathe in fresh air rather than u breathe in exhaust fumes from vehicles..haha..

living in the village can be peaceful...especially when school is going to start n a few days time.. it's a good time to be at somewhere where u can feel relax.

and u dun get to see chickens anywhere around ur house in Spore...

At one of my grandmother neighbours,have 2 huge cows..and a few goats.there was this one goat that keep following me around..i was quite shocked and a bit scared..i was wondering do i look like food to tat goat?

so...my uncle did something to distract the goat so tat it will stop following me. haha.

2 dyas later, i went to a mountainous place...it's something like Genting Highland but it's juz tat it does not have a theme park..

without theme park but still, it was quite fun...

it's called SARANGAN.

i went to ride a horse...

after i ride this horse, i felt my butt itchy...

i wonder when is the last time this horse took a bath...hehe..

and below is the SATAY MAN..

but the satay meat that he is selling is rabbit meat..

i did not eat especially if it is rabbit meat...

i think i wun swallow..

but then i saw a guy with a pushcart...and with the word "BAKSO"...

so, i ate 2 bowls of Bakso..

it is so delicious...even though there is bakso selling at specific places in Singapore but still nothing can be compared to the one made in Indonesia..

then me and my mum took the speed boat...

when we took the speed boat, we were kind of freezing actually..

reach Singapore on Sunday 6th april..
the day before my first day of school...
reach home at 11:30 pm..
next morning, have to wake up at 5:30 am becoz sch start earlier for yr 2 students...

i felt so tired and was quite unprepared...

but i still come to sch coz i dun wan to miss my first day of sch
but luckily, first lesson for the module wasn't tat tough.

when i lost my Mp4, i realized...

2008-04-07T16:01:00.010+08:00

My next trip was to Madiun...a city in indonesia...and guess wat.. i lost my Mp4 at indonesia... haiz..wat to do...
when my mother & I took a train from madiun to Surabaya, i was in a rush to alight from the train and hence, i am not aware that my Mp4 is still at my seat.

i was so upset when i realised that my Mp4 is lost. becoz tat Mp4 is a special gift by my brother when i get to passed all my 'O' level subjects. it contain sentimental value..

My mind was having so many bad thoughts about what had happen to my Mp4..but somehow, i felt that i should accept the fact that i lost it.

why...why is this happening to me? why must it be that Mp4 that I lost?...

then i started thinking and recalling back the past...

Life before i lost my Mp4, i always wanted so many things...such as latest hp, new earpiece..want this and that...things that i dun really need.

becoz my hp is still working even though it can sometimes have problems texting msg. and i still have a earpiece tat is still working. but it's juz tat it's a bit old.

but now, i realise i dun want any of those but just my Mp4 back.

this is wat happens when you are ungrateful to the things we have or to the situation we are in now.

ppl always complain about...life is hard...hard to get a job...no money...always family problems..

but it's just obstacles tat everyone in this world have to go through. everyone have problems but it's juz how they handle it.

when we are facing difficulties, actually there are ppl who are worse than us. maybe some are fighting for food, water...or maybe can't even go to sch..

whenever, we face a difficult situation, juz think of the good side and be grateful with wat u have now.

becoz if we always think our life is full of problems, we will never improve ourselves..and will nvr get to improve our endurance level when facing obstacles..
and just by thinking too much about the problem and not solving it can cause us to ignore many little things in life that we ihould be grateful of.

(And to 'batu chick' : pls dun tell ur mum tat i lost my Mp4..coz she might accidentally blurt it out to my mother on the phone...:) )

i did not tell my parents that i lost my Mp4 coz they will get worried and after tat pity me...
which end up buying a new mp4 for me. i dun want this to happen coz it will make me feel guilty. and i lost my Mp4 is all due to my own carelessness.

but
there must be a reason why things/events happen...
if i have not lost my Mp4, maybe until now, i wouldn't realise how grateful i am suppose to be to many things i life.

from now onwards, i have to live without an Mp4. i keep humming every where i go coz i am so use to listening to music most of the time. but i am grateful tat i can still listen to music from my laptop... :):)

Be grateful for the home you have, knowing that at this moment, all you have is all you need.”
by:Sarah Ban Breathnach

Jakarta, Melaka trip...

2008-03-26T11:51:00.029+08:00

School Holidays...feels quite relax..dun have to wake up early in the morning...dun have to worry about test...grades...hahaha..

i've just realise tat i've been traveling alot...first, i went to KL...then, to Jakarta...

travelling allows me to see the world in a different angle... sometimes you'll get to learn things that can't be found inside the internet.

Went to Jakarta becoz my mum needs to settle some business issue..i'm not sure wat its about...but i am sure tat i did a lot of shopping there... bought some LV bags, t-shirts...

and meet my cousin who lives in a street called Bukit Kencana.

And...A few days later after, went to Melaka/Malacca..

i did not stay that long in Melaka..only 3 days, 2 nights..

I did went to Melaka before but that was like 10 yrs ago... it was so long time ago!

Melaka has changed alot! it has developed...and there are quite alot of shopping centres at the town of Melaka.

first day, went for shopping at one of the shopping mall....one of them is called the Dataran Pahlawan... the things there are nice & affordable there..

This pic is a man on a 'becak'...i forgot wat they called it in English...Opps..

But anyway, they use this 'becak' as a transport...u can try it wen u go Melaka one day.

i'm not so sure how the 'becak' looks like in other countries..but in Melaka, it looks so special. they decorate it with flowers... i saw some of them even look like some royalty palace...decorate all the 'becak' with gold color. too bad i did not get to take a pic of tat gold color becak...

this is a very big damn shit.err..i mean ship.....it's so big..

it's actually a museum called Samudera Museum...

the ship looks like the one in the movie Pirates of the Caribbean...
actually, you'll need to pay if u want to go inside this ship.

But i did not go inside. coz I want to visit other places.

There is a reason why it is built like a ship...there's a history behind it..and it's all written on the black stone.

it's stated on the black stone that..

"The museum in the model of a Portuguese galleon reminds us of the ship “FLORA DE LA MAR”. it exhibits the maritime history of Malacca during the seven eras : THE FAMED MALAY SULTANATE ERA FROM THE 15TH CENTURY TO THE 1511 : THE PORTUGUESE ERA 1511 – 1641 : THE DUTCH ERA 1641 – 1795 : THE BRITISH ERA 1795 -1941 : MALAYSIA INDEPENDENCE ERA 1957 TO DATE.
Herein lies in the Cargo hold the invaluable treasures of the nation, taken away by the colonial masters after they had conquered Malacca in 1511. But by the will of God, the ship sank on January 26, 1512 in the straits of Malacca on her voyage to Europe. This museum serves as a reminder that once the political power is lost. Hence, everything will be lost."

Me and my sis at the Masjid Kampung Hulu (Kampung hulu Mosque)...

it was built in 1728(PS : gosh..1728?! tats like my great- great grandfather yr of birth!)

this mosque is said to be the oldest Mosque in Malaysia. Coool!

thic pic..hmm..

It's called the STADTHUYS.

it was an official residence of the Dutch Govenor in 1650.. so, at that time the dutch stay ard this church...now, it has become a historic museum and they display many traditional bridal costumes in there.

hmm..coconut...yummy..

Wah..my sister really make me lose weight by going up the stairs...

in this pic..we almost reach the top...

ATLAST!! this is the last staircase that i have to take....

do u realise tat the the staircase..one is made of stone and the other is made of red tiles?

the tiles are the new ones while the stones are the old ones...imagine how ppl in the olen days have to walk up the stairs that are made of stone...it must have been very slippery during rainy days...

Go all the way up just to see a tomb... -_-

anyway...just an interesting hint..these tomb, the words can only be seen during the rainy days...

there was once, my brother was sent to Melaka to do treasure hunt with his working friends and they were supposed to read the words tat are written on the tomb... but they couldn't see the words... then his friend told him to spill water onto the tomb..and afterwards, the words can be seen...wooo..scary..

there is so many other places tat i did not get to see but still, i had fun...as long as my mum buy me Pisang Goreng(fried banana)..everything will be ok. hehe..

alamak...i've juz realized something in the pics...i forgot to change the date in my digital cam...

well..well..well..I'll continue with the next post on my next trip. I'm going to travel somewhere today....can't tell u where i'm goin...haha..surprise, surprise,surprise...u'll have to wait for the next post.. * winking eye

“The use of traveling is to regulate imagination by reality, and instead of thinking how things may be, to see them as they are.” - Samuel Johnson

what's life without confidence?

2008-03-24T12:37:00.006+08:00

“If my mind can conceive it, and my heart can believe it, I know I can achieve it.”
last week, i called my friend who used my best friend in secondary sch 3 yrs ago but because we have to take a different route, we did not have time to interact more with each other like we used to.

when i called her, she told me everything, i felt very sorry for her.

both of us were in the same class until we are sec 4. when we are sec 4, we took our 'N' levels..
unfortunately, she did not make for her 'N' level. So, we had to go to different classes. but the second time she took her 'N' levels, she made it. by that time, i had already taken my 'O' levels..

before she took 'O' level for the first time, she was very confident and i thought she would get better grades than me. becoz... i've never seen her so confident before.

but i was wrong... she did not make it.she only passed 2 subjects...

and so now, she had to take 'O' levels again, she told me that she have no confidence in herself.
i know her style of studying...since sec 1, she will not ask her teacher questions to clarify her doubts. she's too shy...

this is very difficult beoz if you don't ask, you will never get to know the answer and will never improve in your studies. not only in studies but anything in life.

everyone needs confidence in their life...for example, if you are a teacher/ taxi driver/ chef, u need confidence to teach, drive, cook...

without confidence, you can't move on with life...

so...i told her that i am going to help her in building her self-esteem.
i hope that by helping her to build her confidence level, she can at least make her passed all the 4 subjects tat she retake this yr ...

Phew...

2008-03-21T00:13:00.008+08:00

i was thinking...should i tell my mum about how i feel about the blind date thing?..
"ahh...it's better that i tell her..at least she knows.."

So, i decided to tell her about how i feel and how uncomfortable it can be for me and that guy to interact as normal..

at first, her eyes widen but then with my detailed and reasonable explanation, she understand..
Phew...hehe..

a few days ago, i went to KL by bus... i would prefer to go to KL by train... even though it is 8 hrs travelling time, but it's very comfortable..
there will be like a bed for you to sleep...and by the time you wake up, you've reach KL.

Now, after taking this bus to KL, i think i will want to take this bus again when i go to KL next time.

it's not just any bus. it's an aeroline bus. it's a double decker bus!

the fare is quite expensive but food is serve during the journey. there is even a lounge in the bus.. the lounge seats are nice soft sofa whereby you can strecth your legs..haha! tats wat i do for like 20 minutes, it feels like i am in my own living room.

the reason why i do it for only 20 minutes and not more than that is because a few people were looking at me..haha..lol..

the journey should take around 4 hrs... but because of that missing Masselamat, the policeman at the immigration is doing strict checking of each buses..hence, the travelling time to KL took around 6.5 hrs.

well, i take this opprtunity to watch 4 DVD movies.
remember i said that there is a lounge? yup..so i watch the movies in the lounge..

they even let me choose what movie i want to watch! hehe..
i watch national treasure, a french movie, freaky friday, etc..

at the singapore immigration, i saw policeman checking every bus and policeman carrying weapons, guns...

wat if some guy happen to look like Masselamat, i think the policeman will just shoot him straight away. scary...

hmm..reason for going to KL is to attend some family function...

the fun part is when my family and I want to go back from KL to spore, we took the aeroline bus again!...

and guess wat... i watch another 3 movies at the bus lounge.
i watch john tucker must die, enchanted and tokyo drift..

actually all these 3 movies i watched already, but i feel like watching it again since all the other movies are those that i have already watch and i know that it's quite boring...

but of all the movies, i love the movie, tokyo drift!
it has always been my favorite..too fast too furious is also my favorite!

i love car racing stuff since i was 10 yrs old. when i was young, i would play car racing games and challenge with the guys...
at that time, the gurls don't want to play car racing games with me so i play with the boys.

most of the time, i will be able to defeat the boys...yeah! coz i really practice alot..haha..was so obsessed with car racing..

i always dream of being involved in a real car racing...i love nitro.. should i be involved?...hmm..maybe...maybe not..

okay.. tat's all for today...i think i better stop before i continue typing even a longer post.. there's so much to tell..but i think i'll stop here for now..

Growing up

2008-03-11T22:09:00.005+08:00

I was packing my table and all of a sudden i saw these 5 thick exercise books in a small hiden cabinet.And these exercise bks are my diaries!! . During my secondary school years, i always write everything that happen on that day on my diary.

Gosh...it's like my life from sec 1 to sec 5..

So, i decided to stop packing my table and read my diaries.
i keep laughing at some of the pages because in those diaries...
i talk about alot of ppl in my sch, my love life, my teachers, my 2 BESTFRIENDS!!...

i even wrote about being scolded by my physics teacher..

during those yrs, we created names for our classmates...
i remember me and my best friends are called as ' multi racial gang'... becoz the three of us are from different races...chinese, malay n indian.

there is a grp of boys known as "the Jacks"... there were 5 boys in the grp..
one of them was called 'jack and the beanstalk, jack on the elevator, jack...and so on."
all their name started with "jack". LoL..

And there was one moment, i said to myself while reading my diary, "i can't believe i've said tat!"...

valentine's day cards..gosh, so embarrassing!(face turning red)..i can't believe wat i wrote in the valentine card...

well, i guess this is all part of growing up..HAHAHA

A blind date

2008-03-08T19:31:00.010+08:00

Is ‘blind date’ still happening at this era?
I thought it does not happen anymore but it did happen to me

My mum arranged a ‘blind date’ without even telling me.
That is so unfair. I met with the guy called Lan.

i did not even know it was a blind date...

The first day, when I first see him, he wasn’t happy.

But end up, we interact well. We talked most about school stuff.

i talked to him liked how i talk to other people...

jus being normal around him..

But a few days after tat, I realize my mum is trying to put me and him together.
Lan's dad is also trying to make us together.

My mum keep telling me “I think he likes you..”
Which I dun think so.

A few months later, which is this month,March ’08..
We met again. But now, we are not talking to each other.

His dad and my mum have a hard time talking to each other because they see us not talking to each other.

They feel restless and my mum keep asking me why I don’t talk to him at all.

I said “ I don’t know..”

Until now, she still force me to talk to him. She demand me to call him. She pressed the number on the phone for me and kind of demand me to talk to him on the phone. She raised her voice when I say “NO..” and she will still want me to talk to him.

in the end, i still have to talk to him and the phone and it made me sound like some desperate girl. surprisingly,he didn’t even call me or sms me once.

My mother suddenly came and talk to me that she thinks Lan is scared of his father. “I think he get scolded by his father and brother for not calling you", she said to me personally.

I said to myself, “his brother scolded him? What for? His brother doesn’t even know me. this is definitely a set up. No wonder when we first met, Lan wasn’t really happy to see me..i gues he is also being forced to date with me.”

Gosh…we both are in the same situation. HaHa.. I guess he is also being forced to call me. his dad scolded him for not calling me and my mum scolded me for not calling him.

She told me once before,” maybe you can be friends with him..who knows you might fall in love and get married to him in the future…”

Becoz of this sentence that she said, it has made me not to talk to him at all..

She set up a blind date without telling me and then now, talk about marriage!
What is this?!

well, i dun mind being friends with him but geting married...tat's like too fast for me

But Hey..come on..i’m just 19 yrs old.. I want to find on my own..

But if she were to set up another blind date again, I think I will run away from home.

I am too young to deal with this ‘blind date’ thing… if I am 30 and still not married, I don’t mind going for a blind date but still I won’t comfortable…

Arghh!! Can someone give me a better suggestion to deal with this problem?...

Culture SHOCK

2008-03-05T12:40:00.014+08:00

today's just gonna share with you a new phrase tat i have learn from my uncle who is from KL.

i just found out that there is such word as 'culture shock'...

actually, when he say the word "culture shock", it reminds me of culture module...

i kind of miss culture module. i get to learn meaningful things.. those who go to RP, you know what is culture module all about..

it is a term used to describe the feelings of surprise, disorientation, confusion, etc...

it's felt when people have to live within an entirely different cultural such as a foreign country.

sometimes, just becoz he/she cannot cope/adapt in the new culture, it can even cause the person to not know what is appropriate or what is not...

http://climbtothestars.org/archives/2006/08/14/culture-shock-in-second-life/

JLO gave birth and HSM 3

2008-03-01T23:54:00.008+08:00

today, i've heard quite a handful of news happening...
according to what i read in the magazine...

Jennifer Lopez, gave birth to twins...one girl and the other is a boy...
the twins are named Emme and Max.

the media are paying her 6 million to 7 million just to take a picture of her babies..
Wow, she's making money...

actually, she is my favourite because in every concert that she used to performed, she will make sure it is 100% or maybe even 200% excellent.. she will put in so much effort to give the best performance... even though she was pregnant, she make it for her concert (the pic below..)

hmm..She put on weight..hehe..but she still look great!

i read in teen's magazine that there is going to be (HSM) high school musical 3....they seriously going to make another one?

i hope it will be much better than high school musical 2...

it's going to be 12 midnight soon...gotta go to sleep..

before i end this post, i'll share with you a joke that i just read from the internet..

but i dun really find it tat funny,actually..Haha..lol

it's called, "the Devil You know"

One bright, beautiful Sunday morning, everyone in tiny Smithville wakes up early and goes to their local church. Before the service starts, the townspeople sit in their pews and talk about their lives, their families, etc. Suddenly, at the altar, Satan appears! Everyone starts screaming and running for the front entrance, trampling each other in their frantic efforts to get away from Evil Incarnate. Soon, everyone is evacuated from the church except for one man, who sits calmly in his pew, seemingly oblivious to the fact that God's ultimate enemy is in his presence.

Satan approaches the man and says, "Hey, don't you know who I am?"

The man says, "Yep, sure do."

Satan asks, "Well, aren't you afraid of me?"

The man says, "Nope, sure ain't."

Satan, perturbed, says, "And why aren't you afraid of me?"

"Well, I've been married to your sister for 25 years."

why can't i just be myself?

2008-02-28T21:09:00.006+08:00

My parents keep saying that i can't wear this and that...

i bought some clothes and my mum say, "ppl who wear these clothes loves fashion and it doesn't suits you becoz u are in engineering course..."

i just choose tees that have designs on it..tat's all..

she says ppl who take engineering course wears plain t-shirt, look plain and simple and nerd...

i was like, "Maaa...that's not true.."

this is stereotyping..

it's up to every individual to dress what they want...

haiz..

but guess wat, i will still buy the clothes tat i like...HAHAHA!

celebritie twins

2008-02-27T19:01:00.006+08:00

Paris hilton have a twin sister? that was my first impression when i look at the photo below...

its a pic of paris & Chantelle...

well, apperently, they are not twin sister....

they just happen to look alike....

Chantelle is the first 'non-celebrity' to feature in the TV reality show of Celebrity Big brother in 2006.

Another look alike celebrity i know is adam sandler and Jason biggs

if i'm not wrong, jason biggs acted in american pie..

these two kinda have the same features...

their nose kinda looks the same...LoL..

and they even share the same pose by putting their hands in their pocket..

the way girls are when in relationship..

2008-02-26T17:00:00.004+08:00

i was surfing the net and i found this interesting blog..

its about "why you should start all relationship as casual.."

i find the post very true...

well, there is other interesting post in the blog...

this is the link : http://approachanxiety.com/?cat=3

tell me what you think about it after you read the blog...ok?

15 signals that he/she interested in you?

2008-02-18T15:44:00.008+08:00

i was listening to all my friends talking about their crushes...and they are wondering if their crush ever likes them.. then i start to wonder..

how does she knows tat he likes her?

well, this is what i found out from the website..

they say it's true...can say the guys have shown then around 10 signals out of the 15...

Below are 15 signals that will help you decide if the man or woman you are attracted to -- or are with -- loves you or not.

1. He/she shows interest in your life - asks about your day, family, friends and work; remembers whatever say and do etc.;

2. He/she knows exactly what makes you smile, feel special and taken care of;

3. He/she is very affectionate, attentive, sensitive, considerate and cares about your needs, wants and desires;

4. He/she calls you just because he/she was thinking about you, misses you, or just felt like it etc.;

5. He/she wants to spend as much with you as is possible - clears up his/her busy schedule and makes plans just for you, travels long distances just to be with you etc.;

6. He/she talks to you about things he/she doesn't talk about with anybody else;

7. He/she walks that special extra mile just for you - shares your interests even if he/she doesn't like what you like, puts aside what they could be doing just to talk, listen or do something for you instead etc.;

8. He/she tells you how wonderful you make him/her feel and how having you in his/her life enriches it;

9. He/she does small unexpected things to pleasantly surprise you- sends an email message, shows up at your workplace, gets you something you always wanted etc.;

10. He/she loves and enjoys being physically close to you;

11. He/she takes time to choose his/her gifts for you - regardless of the price tag;

12. He/she gives without being asked and accepts from you with gratitude;

13. He/she wants a future with you in it – talks about it and plans for it;

14. He/she tells you he/she loves you;

15. You just know it – no doubting, no questioning, no wondering, no convincing or trying to make him/her love you and no strings attached. You look into his/her eyes and you know it. Something inside of you just knows.

this is taken from : http://searchwarp.com/swa145379.htm

happy valentines day GAME!

2008-02-16T19:56:00.006+08:00

valentines day? hmm..i dun really celebrate it..
all my friends asking me out and wondering, what are we goin to do...
i mean even though, we dun celebrate it.. there is surely an activity we can do..
i decided to play a game with my friends after we went for shopping..

so, i want to share with you how to play VALENTINE DAY GAME...
try it....it gonna be so fun!

How to play:
Give each player a piece of paper and a pencil.
Explain to them that they are working as a team to write a Love Story section by section.
Each player writes a portion of the story as per your instructions.
After each instruction the papers are folded and passed to the next writer.
When the instructions are completed, each player/writer will have a story in their hands.
Take turns unfolding the papers and reading the stories.

Suggested writing instructions:
Girl Character’s name –>pass
Description of Girl –>pass
Boy character’s name –>pass
Description of him–>pass
How the boy and girl meet–>pass
First words boy said to girl–>pass
How she replied–>pass
What happened next–>pass
What did their friends say/do? –>pass

Other options for plot turns:
What did the neighbors say ?
What happened on their first Date?
Where did they get married ? Kids ? Pets ? Adventures ?
What did the newspaper print about them ?
Use famous people and places.

so we sit at Mcdonalds and i tell them the instructions of playing the game..

hmm, it turned out well and it was damn fun...

we were all laughing out loudly at mcdonalds coz we make funny stories..n some people look at us...
maybe they think me and my friends are crazy...

grateful there is someone to cheer me up when i'm sick

2008-02-11T20:59:00.005+08:00

i am soo..having a bad flu today...

im sick.. i guess becoz early in the morning, it was raining heavily..

and plus the fan was switched on the whole night.

so that was the main cause of my flu today.

and when i woke up, i said..."ACHOOO!"

haiz..when i am sick, i am so weak...

my body isn't weak but it is my mind...i feel like my head feels so heavy that it feels like being on a pillow for the whole day....

Gosh. i am sooo... lazy to do housework today becoz i'm having flu.

when i am sick, dun force me to think but motivate me to think.

so, tat's wat my family did today...trying to motivate me.

my mum tried to cheer me up by singing the karaoke songs that i like...

she ROCK!!

and plus my brother who came back home for a while and woke me up when i was taking an evening nap.

He help me wash the dishes...awww...thanks, bro.

I watched 'Bratz' today...it did cheer me up. And suddenly, i realized...that one character of the Bratz, Jade is like my personality..

Gurlz, to find out if ur personality is inside the story, watch the movie "BRATZ"

btw, the moral of the story is " to always be yourself!" and...

in this story, it shows how friendship is a big deal...

Chinese New year holidays at Batam?!!

2008-02-10T15:29:00.004+08:00

My cousin,her sis & mom, my mom and I decided to spent 2 days, I night to celebrate our Chinese New Year holidays in Batam!...LoL

My cousin, Nurul and I went shopping, eat at A&W*(reminds me of my childhood times when eating in A&W), we cam whore like as if its goin to be our first and last trip to Batam..LOL!

We all sleep at a hotel which is called ‘puri Garden’
I can say the hotel room is like 4 star or 3 star...

It was all good except fot the hotel breakfast..

the next day...

After eating breakfast, went to the hyper market at Nagoya…
Nurul and I went for SHOPPING again but this time our parents shop too!haha..

i buy so many shirts from batam..and one cool sunglasses..

At 4:10pm, we have to board the boat to go back to S’pore.
I prefer the first boat that I took from spore to Batam coz it was more spacious.

after we reached Spore, my brother fetch us

and ask if we want to see fireworks at esplanade.

who in a world would say NO to fireworks?

of course, i want to see the fireworks...

even though i was quite tired tat moment.

So, we went esplanade…

fireworks was soo cool and

it was a very nice view..

it would have been great if i could share that nice view with someone special...

Wet market is going to be extinct soon…

2008-02-05T16:46:00.001+08:00

Early in the morning, I get fed up with the wet market.
It is so disorganized and people don't wait for their turn to pay their stuff.
My mother say……
The wet market might be demolished. It will change to all supermarket in 10 to 20 years from now…
And when we need something from the supermarket, we can use online too.

COOL...
Supermarket like Fairprice, cold storage are already doing it.

Check out this fairprice online Grocery! There’s delivery and other stuff!
http://www.fairprice.com.sg/Faq.aspx

someTHING i found out in BLOGTHINGS

2008-02-05T01:31:00.002+08:00

DINAH Communicate USING HER Body (PS: really, meh?)

This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person.You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches.Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others.A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you!

Dinah's response: hmmm....after reading, seems like only some of it are true..LoL..

IF INTERESTED TO SEE MORE ABOUT BLOG THINGS, U MAY GO TO THIS LINK***

http://www.blogthings.com/howdoyoucommunicatequiz/

Hey.."Virgo LAdy"...that's me!

2008-02-04T22:31:00.003+08:00

all these horoscope thingy...
Well, i dun really believe everything they say..coz horoscope are just assumptions made by research..

not all the things are really true. but i find reading horoscope interesting...
So this is what i found out...

VIRGO WOMAN

A slim woman who walks with confident. (PS : sometimes) She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. (PS: very true) She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always saywhat she thinks. (PS: yup, i will always say what i think..)
You will see Virgo woman walks fast.(PS : yes...of course! i hate to walk very slow..) She will try her best to be perfect, to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection. She is very delicate of what and how she dress. (Ps: hmm..sometimes)

If she finds her dream man, she will not go away. (PS: yes, still looking for my dream guy)

If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline. She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase. (PS: true...i dun like people who keep saying bad words..it irritates me)

she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angle again. (ya..quite true..if i am angry, it will just be for a while..a few minutes, i will calm down.)

If you want to say sorry, make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up event; it could lead you to another world war. (yes, pls...if you want to say sorry...just make ur reason brief and reasonable..)

She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too. (PS : hmm..sometimes..i love going to movies, library and concert too.. )

reading horoscope can be quite interesting, especially when you realise some of it is ur personality, so try it..

CHECK OUT UR HOROSCOPE THROUGH THIS LINK....
http://fantasyworld.wordpress.com/

*IN THE WEBSITE, U CAN FIND UR HOROSCOPE UNDER THE CATEGORIES...AT THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE WEBSITE*

Gonna miss the "OLD" classmates...

2008-02-03T14:40:00.000+08:00

this post is for E36Q....

juz wanna let u guys know that i will never forget all the good times we had together....

never will i forget u guys...

thanks for being the best and happiest class i ever met.

Home cooked food…Nice…

2008-01-17T09:40:00.001+08:00

I realized that I like to bring home cook food to school nowdays..
Home cook food is always delicious….
Every day, there is always a variety in home cooked food.
I get bored with food in school…
Because, you know what you are going to expect because

you can choose what to buy.
However, for home cooked food, you can’t predict!
It’s like a surprise to me.
Well, you can’t really choose because it all depends on the food that

your mother cook.

to me,
Home cooked Food is always the best…
It will make me happy in some ways…

all i Want for christmas is... Shopping!

2007-12-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

yahoo! Christmas means christmas Sale..

Guess wat?
i bought a new bag...
soon new clothes...

then...all the new stuffs!!
all on SALE!

So, hurry!
grab n buy all the things u always wanted before christmas WHILE STOCKS LAST!!...
this is a great time for shopping.

Game plan, the movie…

2007-11-26T06:56:00.000+08:00

Those who love touching story should watch this.

My main reason why I watch this movie is because of the “ROCK”…

All I can summarize about this movie is that it is more about a father’s love.

south park so cute

2007-11-21T17:53:00.000+08:00

this is south park characters...

i create it myself...

Long time ago....

2007-11-20T22:28:00.000+08:00

Long time ago in ancient Greece, there was a man named Socrates who was highly knowledgeable and an esteemed philosopher.

He was approached by a fellow one day.

That person told Socrates that he has some information to tell him about his friend. Before he could even start talking about his friend, Socrates told him to take a test known as the Triple Filter Test.

The first test was the filter of truth. Socrates asked him if the information he had was the truth. The person said that he had just heard it on the way and was not sure if it was the absolute truth.

The second filter was that of Goodness. He asked if the information was regarding anything good about his friend. The man said it was actually the opposite. The third filter was that of Usefulness.

Socrates asked if the information was useful to him in any way. The man replied in the negative.

Socrates then replied that when the information regarding a friend is not true, good or useful, then why it should be conveyed at all.

The moral of the story is that you may always participate in loose gossip, but when it comes to your friends it is just not worth it. You know your friends better than others. So you must avoid talking behind the back of your dearest friends. It only leads to strained relations and shows that you are not reliable or trustworthy as a friend.

can all those future husbands compromise?

2007-11-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

i was talking to my brother about house wife vs house husband thing and i remember him saying...

"Guys wun look for girls who don't know how to be a house wife."

i was like...Serious?!..

what if some guy is blinded by love, and dun care if the gurl doesn't do housework..

Who noes?..

but still, my brother say," no such thing.."

I think Ladies are juz more capable in housework and multi tasking.

but,can i compromise?...

my mother told me before that...

"if your husband really loves you, he will help you do some of the housework.."

Like maybe the guy mop the floor, then i will do the dishes..

HAHA...I Love to do the dishes! LOL.

like maybe do the housework together rather than all the housework is done by the housewife alone...

Wat do u think?

tick, tick, tick...

2007-11-06T20:59:00.004+08:00

these past few days, i feel that time passed by so fast.

by the time, i thought it was sunday.but actually it's monday.

and suddenly, today, it is already tuesday.

when i go out to the shop nearby my house for a while, suddenly i realized that i have spent 2 hours or even more than tat.

i panic when i realized that time pass by faster than i thought.

like people always say..

"time waits for no one"

So guys, if you have a task to accomplish, do it now...

Don't procrastinate...

Time is preciousssss....

TATUM’s wives declared on MSN that they hate muthu!

2007-11-04T14:55:00.003+08:00

“muthu is ugly!” – ALL THE 3 WIVES

“awwman fugly Muthu is so ugly that he deserves to mati” – 1ST WIFE

“YOU"RE FUGLY, muthu!” – 2nd wife

“fugly muthu must die!!” – 3RD WIFE

THIS CASE IS JUST ANOTHER VERSION OF THE MOVIE "JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE"
AND..apparently, it happens in real lfe to 3 RP students... LOL

NOW holiday and I’m gonna miss my classmates.

2007-11-04T14:55:00.001+08:00

I am gonna miss everyone in E36Q.
I miss those days where we make jokes.

Ikhlas funny faces, kai’s racism jokes, funny hot issues btw shameer n leon , Wang lu’s funny facial expressions (her voice very funny), liyana loud voice, miss teasing nuyul, douglas jokes(like totally), miss the times where me n the tatum’s wives disturb MUTHU and so many more la…

Don’t know whether to go out as a class.
Currently, we only have girls outing.
About the outing, I hope there is no last minute family outing come up.

a handsome boyfriend = good life...well, think again..

2007-10-22T17:19:00.004+08:00

today i am going to post about...

the difference between a good boyfriend and a good looking boyfriend...

this is what got me thinking today..

when i was young, i used to think that i only want a handsome boyfriend..

because it makes me popular in some way...

pathetic isn't it? haha..

but it turn out that handsome guy is a playboy..

he cheated me..

what's the point of having a boyfriend who betrayed you?

it doesn't make your life happier either.

then i decided...that a guy who is working...

have his own schedule...

some one who has his own stuff to do...

but then, he is very very busy working and breaks his promise alot of times, i will feel unhappy...

and he buy me gifts like teddy bear and so on to cover up those promises that he break.

but he still break the promise over and over again..

and will buy me present every time he did a mistake..

hmm, think again...

Can MONEY buy LOVE?

well, guess wat?

the answer is no..

one day, i met with this guy..

erm..he does not have a job yet...but he always make me smile...

he always argue with me...

that makes me think more about him..

hmmmm....

well, maybe i will update about him in the later post...

coz now, its too soon to say..hehe..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI...13 OCT 07

2007-10-15T01:52:00.001+08:00

MY SIS TENGAH SIBUK KEMAS RUMAH....HAIZ..*(penat..penat)

PS: langsir hijau..lepas tu tukar jadi...

TUKAR JADI LANGSIR KUNING....

*(my mum says its not yellow but its gold color..hah..watever...they both look nearly the same)

jemur cadar kat dlm rumah...

berserak seh rumah...

PS: tak pe biar dinah yang kemas...

swoosh...

LAMPU KELAP KELIP..i not sure in english what it is called but i guess it is call as flourescent light

i purposely hang the lights to arouse the feeling of hari raya!

hey...aku pun masak tau...

*(mcm ye jer dinah nie)
this is how my mum cook the ketupat and lepat....

LANGSIR BILIK ABG KU...

i kinda like the bed..

Nice cadar.

AND AFTER ALL THE TIREDNESS AND ARGUING WITH MY ELDER SIS,

FIRST DAY, I WEARING MY BAJU KURUNG...

this is my NEW baju kurung for the first day...

THE CULTURE of KL

2007-10-06T21:31:00.000+08:00

MERDEKA!!!

29 august, early morning dah sampai KL…haiz…

I come with a mission in KL which is to study the culture of Malaysians when they celebrating national day, nothing more than that…and just planning to go shopping and make mama happie…

actually she wants to make me happy becoz we are celebrating my bdae but I also want to make her happy becoz I hope this trip can de-stress herself a little bit.

At KL sentral, I can hear the sound of my plane…the F-16!! Gosh..

There was traffic jam when we want to go to KL international hotel.
You know why? Becoz there is a road close at Dataran merdeka. Haiyo..

Sadly, not a lot of people in Malaysia wear Red and white to show their patriotism. But people in Malaysia hang the Malaysian Flag on their cars! Wow…Singaporeans are not like that…

Lepas tu..my mum and I shopping kat Sogo untuk beli kek bdae and food for later. Coz we plan to celebrate with Kak icka.

THE BAD WHEATHER IN KL...

j'aime Paris = i like paris

2007-09-29T12:24:00.002+08:00

Welcome to PARIS!!!

can i come here during my honeymoon?

dearest future husband, i booked Paris for our honeymoon, k?

*(PS: nobody answer my question..LOL)

mummy and me in paris

being in Paris is so much differnet from Singapore.

a different surrounding with the fact that there is only white people...

i change my english ascent when i was in paris...

i mean i tend to follow their ascent when i speak to them...

Still, have difficulty talking to them.

Not just any ordinary person...

he is a taxi driver who is so friendly...

this paris taxi driver told us alot about princess Diana visit to
Paris, the time before she died.

and how she died.

i just wish someone will reveal who murdered Princess Diana...

makcik cool

2007-08-26T18:59:00.001+08:00

at 7pm +, I went to Kenduri.
Then, I met with this mak cik who is so ‘down to earth’

I mean the way she talk and how she make jokes.
She is so cool!

i think i call her "MAKCIK COOL"

Too bad, my mum is not like that. Ha ha.

I mean I like these kind of people who can share their perspectives and know about the current issues and also not emotional…

Then, i can at least share my opinion with them and we gain more knowledge about the culture and what is happening around the world.

'Love is Cinta'...Rating is 3 and a half star...haha

2007-08-21T22:59:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, my science facilitator sponsor my class pizza…
She is so kind. But I did not get a chance to take picture with her…
She got to rush…So sad.

W34F enjoying the pizza...

Every week, Maths Computing is sooo… BORING. I was really quiet in class today.
I am not in a mood, I guess…

I watch the movie ' love is Cinta'...

there is two section in the picture

the top section is the first part of the story

and the below section is the last part of "Love is Cinta"

I think the story is not really worth watching.
Becoz it is just telling how strong the love of a guy towards the gurl.
I assume those who really like this movie is mostly becoz of the hero and heroin in the story. HAH.

Most of the time, I judge a movie by its content and how well the actors and acteress can act. Well, there are a lot of elements(e.g settings, music back ground, graphics) that makes up a best movie. But, I put the most priority on its content and what is the moral story behind it.

this movie is so sad. Oh my goodness…my tears nearly dropped.
And worse still, that time I was in class…

Luckily no one see my tears rolling down. If people see, I paiseh sia… Hehe…

There is this guy in MSN.

he add me and we chat but then he show me this pic and say this is him...

in my mind, i was like...ouh really? guess wat? i dun believe..

"Have We Met?"

He add me but I don’t know him. Then he say, he just see which email and add me on MSN…

Then we chat and chat, but I dun noe whether I should continue coz the more we chat, the more he wants to know me as in personally…
I mean we never met before…

Ouh ya… its been a long time I never chat with Shameer on the phone… I dun noe why… maybe he is angry because that time I was busy doing Entreprise ppt and I did not reply him when he MSN me.

Guess which one is him...

Why he doesn’t understand me arh?

I got tell him before that in class, I am quite busy and I can’t reply often becoz i have soemtimes finish the ppt on time and must makesure that there is no flaws in the ppt..

haha....i guess i am prefectionist in doing ppt..

i mean my facilitator always remind me not to have any flaws in ppt ...

he says it will be a good practice in the future.

Then I and Aisyah went to banquet…
And we talk about our past and what we have learn from our past mistakes.

Then, reach home, mum was so emotional and I got scolded for something that I said. But I mean it as a joke. Whatever la, she is having mood swing, I think…

Hearing mum's nagging, it feels like there is a large speaker infront of my face..

to set my mood to happy mode, i decided to watch....

RATATOUILLE!!

"aaahhhh!!! help!"

The Second last lesson of Cognitive …

2007-08-17T11:33:00.001+08:00

Cognitive was fun….
Only left two teams….YES!!

Hahaha! (evil laughter)

Then finish faster...
Today is Mr. Ridwan’s second last lesson.

A lot of people slack...hehe...

I heard he is bias. Really? I am quite shocked to hear that.
I assume all facilitators don’t use biasness to grade their students.
Anyway, during first break, I saw Dareld sleeping.

so...i took a pic of him..

coz i'm bored...

nothing better to do...

i want to be able to hide my problems from people too..
Then Natasha and I took some pictures…hehe
We have nothing better to do.

Me...laughing at myself because Nurul keep disturbing me.
Walao...

This is the only people that stayed during cognitive...

WE ARE THE SURIVIVORS!hahaha...

And they are Lina, Amirah, Nurul, Natasha, Aisyah,me, Lorenzo, Winna and Vishal....

quite a popular korean drama show : My Gurl

2007-08-17T10:49:00.006+08:00

the korean show, "my girl"....a very romentic, comedian drama...

which is about this girl who pretended to be a some guy sister.

and...along the way...she fall in love with that guy..

so, should she confess to him?

well, you decide...

haha..all i can say that this movie is worth watching....it's a funny story.

you should try watching it.

My 'abang' birthday...

2007-08-16T15:43:00.003+08:00

On the 13th of August, i said to my sister, "Oh no! tommorow abang's birthday! eh..i have not buy anything for him! Argh! alamak..i haven't do my RJ.." so i continue doing my RJ(reflection journal).

well, in RP system, at the end of the day, we have to reflect on the lesson and what we have learn.

the next day, after i come back home from school, then my sister ask me," what you buy for brother?"

my jaw was immediately wide open...

i forgot!! was soo busy with skool..

then she sigh and say "nevermind..i bought a cake anyway..."

so okayla..at least something..

the person who bought the cake...

Credits to her..

she save the day..LoL

Communication..."over..do u read me?"

2007-08-15T18:05:00.001+08:00

Today communication module was about …
“It is the year 2008. You are the first person on Earth to find out that aliens will be attacking in 2 days.
How can you make the most of computers and the internet to alert the entire population about this life-threatening event? Explain why and how you would use those tools.”

Today was a ‘hide and seek’ game. It was fun.

So we hide…then suddenly got attacked by the boys...hahaha
we were like pushing the doors..

hehe..

i went home with shameer, then i dozed off seh...

he called me 3 times.

but i didn't hear...

then he used his elbow to wake me up.

so paiseh...hehe..

a picture which reflects the past..

2007-08-13T18:06:00.005+08:00

Saturday(11/8) and Friday (10/ 8) was fun…my mother is not at home….yipee…
She went to KL. Ha Ha Ha…I feel so peaceful at home.
I can do whatever I want. i'm a Naughty gurl..hehe

I can sleep, watch TV, do household chores without anyone nagging me.
Play with my computer…

once i see this pic, it really

this picture really brings a lot of memories of my secondary school life..

recalling back my life in secondary school days, i changed the way i think, dress, speak...

sometimes i laugh to myself when i think of the times when i do stupid stuffs..

from childish to becoming mature...

learning alot about friendships, puppy love...hehe...

in tat pic, i was just 16...and now...i'm 19 this yr...

Gosh..i'm so old..

A poem by shameer...(ARYAN SHA)

2007-08-04T11:49:00.000+08:00

I still remember that brisk and cool day,

that day we met and my fears were driven away.

Your perfect smile,your joyous laugh,

the way your eyes lit up when we talked about the past.

We would sit and talk for hours on endabout our secrets and our future plans.

Our friendship started to grow much more.

It became a feeling so strong we could not ignore

You told me, it would be for the best, just wait and see.

Fate. You said, has brought you to me.

We believed those words, we thought they were true,

but I guess they weren't because now we are through.

Now your gone and now I see that it was all because of me.

I hurt so many, yet cared so much,about the wrong person and felt the wrong touch.

I played a game with two hearts,

I thought I was strong, I'd never be torn apart.

I hope you forgive and I hope that you see,

those feelings I have are smothered inside of me.

Someday soon I hope you will find a love that will last you all of time.

You deserve the best in everything you do.

Maybe someday I will see you, with a smile on your face,hand in hand with somebody new.

Until that day comes I will be here,I will be your angel in the light that's so clear.

I'll look out for you when you need me the most,

I will always be around, I will not let you down.

I love you know and I always will,

and even though your not mine,my heart holds you still.

On earth,For this is surely it.

what are the 3 MUST things in my ideal guy?

2007-08-01T08:46:00.004+08:00

i was chit chatting with my friend. we were playing quiz and answer. So, she ask me, "tell me 3 things that must have in ur ideal guy...it can be personality, looks, or monetary terms.."

Wah..very very tricky question...
Let me think...

If he got the looks,hmm..not bad…if he is rich, that is a bonus. haha!

if he is the smartest, that's good..

however, looks, rich and being the smartest is not my answer to the question...

for me, the first thing, he must have a good sense of humour.

secondly, CARING>>... of course!

Lastly, romantic...i would prefer Romantic, something out of the ordinary...rather than Ordinary..