Society mindset

fight fight fight just because of a my friend.

Its true what the society used to say... " relationship is a distraction to studies"

But I am going to prove the society WRONG.

you can juggle between studies and relationship.

it just take alittle bit of positive thinking, determination and a little effort.

That's why my blog's name is "Optimize your optimism".

Make full use thinking positive than negative...

When you are thinking negative, you won't move forward.

Being realistic is different from thinking negative.

realistic doesn't stop you from moving forward in life.

Whatever the society thinks, I'm just gonna do it my way.

They are just too narrowed minded.

Society used to look down on Normal Academic students.

And guess wat...alot of Normal academic students made it to poly..

Normal tech student also can make it to poly...

So, whatever the society thinks, just BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, people!

don't let the society mindset destroy your life.

Is he worth it?

Hey ppl, "17 again" is a very good movie!MUST watch..the moral of the story is good.

My bro was right about that guy....
recalling back, he's selfish.childish.

he's not worth it.

anyway, i am saying this because i chit chat with my aunty who is so open minded.
talk to me about guys.
she ask me if i like guys.
Come on. which aunty would ask me tat?
My family don't even ask me that. She's so open.

My answer to her question is: Guys give me problems, stress. they expect you to spend 99.999% of your time with them. They waste my time.

they think we,gurls have no life, or no goals to achieve.
My aunty was testing me actually.haha.

Port dickson @ Malacca

Enjoying my last day of holidays...AHHH! SCH IS STARTING SOON! 

travel, take pictures... capturing every moment. shop, movies, house cleaning..

i think we need to enjoy life a bit.

two days to make full use of the time to ENJOY! 

Friday, Sat, Sun, I am not going to think about sch, fyp... just SWITCH OFF your mind from sch can...?

KL 

Met Someone unexpected in KL

Movies...I'm a Movie freak now.

hehehe...

Looking forward to watching '17 again'

not forgeting 'push'...

My sis Friend offer me to go water rafting. hmm..y not?

Two years ago,I played archery and i stopped.

Thinking of going back to archery. Anyone wanna join?

On Monday morning, 6am, then i will think of school.

My sensitive side reveals....

Oh my..Recalling back wat happen during the holidays.
When i'm sensitive + mood swing = mean words

So, im i say something mean, or rude with the arrogant look, it means i am in sensitive mode and having mood swing. So, forgive me, if say something a little mean to u and tell me tat if i say smth mean, coz sumtimes i dun realise. human makes mistakes...


I kinda break off a friendship with a friend, a gurl...she said, something on the day wen something big happen in my life. So, i was kinda sensitive and didnt reply to her sms after she sent me some sms. She sent me sms that make me feel tat she is being sarcastic about wat happen.

Some guy told me to treat him as his elder brother... huh??. i dunno wat was he thinking man. first, i was born first before him. i am older than him by 9 days. haizzz... and secondly, i don't feel like a sister around him.oppsss..lol.

Then, about "the one..", i leave it to my family to decide. There's no such thing as ' My Love Life' anymore...and also bcoz, my brother very picky. he wants someone who has a clean past. aiya, let him decide la. im tired. follow the flow..


It use to be all about me n my life, my rules, but now...its different. Some of the people in my past can't accept that. But, i have to do it.

they make me of who i am today. Without them, maybe I wun be in RP. it's a way to repay them back 4 all their hardwork and support.

Stressed out...about being Leader

it's been a while I updated this blog. Let me tell you why. STRESS is the cause of me not updating for a long time.LoL.

Thinking of my final year project and being a leader for it.

I am a leader for two major projects : final year project and aeromodelling.

It’s not easy being a leader, its damn challenging. I really hope I can make it through this year.

Juggling two projects at one time. And I need to improve in so many areas.

That’s not the end. There are more responsibilities to come.

You know why. This is because since year 2 semester one, most of the time, I have always been chosen to be leader for every module. You think it’s so wonderful to be a leader each day you arrive school?

Being a leader is fun but sometimes you want to be a team player for a while

You just want to have a break and just be a team player. The only chance for me to be a team player is when the facilitator chooses others to be the leader..

So, this year 3, I will most probably be leader again.

There are possible reasons why people might not want to be leader.

It may be because no one dares to voice out their views. (so when someone voice out more opinions, then they should be leader. -_-) OR no one wants to be leader because of the huge responsibility that they have to take. OR nobody cares.

When you are the leader, you divide task and that’s easy. But when you give the task to the person, she / he don’t do it with their best effort because he/ she don’t care or they are lack of motivation.

And then you have to think of how to motivate them...and I’m tired of doing motivation. Because there is so many of them that needs motivation. I wish I have a power or miracle that can just motivate everyone at once. Those who are my leaders or instructors told me that I just have to improve on the way I motivate people.

Tired and sick.

One will just tell me: don’t give up. It’s just a test.

I’m not going to race anymore

Racing has always been my fantasy/dream since I was 9. Well, not only me in the family. My other cousin also likes racing. This all started from my uncle.

My uncle is a person who loves speed.

I don’t know how many times he got motor bike accident and still have not learned his lesson.

During his time, he likes to race so much until it went down to my generation which end up me and my cousins likes racing too. Haiz..that’s bad..

After the accident that happened to me and my sister at the go cart place in Melaka, I start to think f ways to control myself from speeding. I was speeding and I crash onto my sister’s go cart.
I got a few blue back on my hand and leg and those are minor injuries. But I am more worried of my sister. She got back muscle pain. That’s internal injury!

I’ve been messaging her back hoping that she will no longer have muscle back pain.

In racing movies such as ‘2 fast and 2 furious’ or ‘KL menjerit’ (malay racing movie) and etc.

They always show racing risk your life and you might die. But they never show that it also kill other people lives.
Imagine you speed driving and crash into someone else’s vehicle. After that, you realized that you only get minor injuries while other driver got killed because of your carelessness and speeding. Tats ridiculous!

You have to face guilt for your whole life and see other people get killed for your own mistake of not thinking of the consequences.

You will face so much guilt that you wish u can reverse back the time.

Why other people must faced the consequences for the mistake you have done?

Lesson to learn: I will stop racing but drive safely next time.
So think before you go speeding coz it’s not only risking your own life but the life of others.

Ready for takeoff….

It’s 930am, and we board a school bus to Singapore flyer.
We are going to Singapore flyer for to simulate a flight..hahaha..LOLs!
The real student price is actually 65 dollars but paid 40 dollars for it because school subsidized.
Hmmm..I don’t know how to put it into words. hehe. So these are the pictures..

that's how our day ended at the flight simulator experience. no way....not for me, jonathan and sebastian. After that, we went to esplanade to study..ummm..study? errr...i guess so.. hahaha!