Society mindset

fight fight fight just because of a my friend.

Its true what the society used to say... " relationship is a distraction to studies"

But I am going to prove the society WRONG.

you can juggle between studies and relationship.

it just take alittle bit of positive thinking, determination and a little effort.

That's why my blog's name is "Optimize your optimism".

Make full use thinking positive than negative...

When you are thinking negative, you won't move forward.

Being realistic is different from thinking negative.

realistic doesn't stop you from moving forward in life.

Whatever the society thinks, I'm just gonna do it my way.

They are just too narrowed minded.

Society used to look down on Normal Academic students.

And guess wat...alot of Normal academic students made it to poly..

Normal tech student also can make it to poly...

So, whatever the society thinks, just BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, people!

don't let the society mindset destroy your life.

Is he worth it?

Hey ppl, "17 again" is a very good movie!MUST watch..the moral of the story is good.

My bro was right about that guy....
recalling back, he's selfish.childish.

he's not worth it.

anyway, i am saying this because i chit chat with my aunty who is so open minded.
talk to me about guys.
she ask me if i like guys.
Come on. which aunty would ask me tat?
My family don't even ask me that. She's so open.

My answer to her question is: Guys give me problems, stress. they expect you to spend 99.999% of your time with them. They waste my time.

they think we,gurls have no life, or no goals to achieve.
My aunty was testing me actually.haha.

Port dickson @ Malacca

Enjoying my last day of holidays...AHHH! SCH IS STARTING SOON! 

travel, take pictures... capturing every moment. shop, movies, house cleaning..

i think we need to enjoy life a bit.

two days to make full use of the time to ENJOY! 

Friday, Sat, Sun, I am not going to think about sch, fyp... just SWITCH OFF your mind from sch can...?

KL 

Met Someone unexpected in KL

Movies...I'm a Movie freak now.

hehehe...

Looking forward to watching '17 again'

not forgeting 'push'...

My sis Friend offer me to go water rafting. hmm..y not?

Two years ago,I played archery and i stopped.

Thinking of going back to archery. Anyone wanna join?

On Monday morning, 6am, then i will think of school.

My sensitive side reveals....

Oh my..Recalling back wat happen during the holidays.
When i'm sensitive + mood swing = mean words

So, im i say something mean, or rude with the arrogant look, it means i am in sensitive mode and having mood swing. So, forgive me, if say something a little mean to u and tell me tat if i say smth mean, coz sumtimes i dun realise. human makes mistakes...


I kinda break off a friendship with a friend, a gurl...she said, something on the day wen something big happen in my life. So, i was kinda sensitive and didnt reply to her sms after she sent me some sms. She sent me sms that make me feel tat she is being sarcastic about wat happen.

Some guy told me to treat him as his elder brother... huh??. i dunno wat was he thinking man. first, i was born first before him. i am older than him by 9 days. haizzz... and secondly, i don't feel like a sister around him.oppsss..lol.

Then, about "the one..", i leave it to my family to decide. There's no such thing as ' My Love Life' anymore...and also bcoz, my brother very picky. he wants someone who has a clean past. aiya, let him decide la. im tired. follow the flow..


It use to be all about me n my life, my rules, but now...its different. Some of the people in my past can't accept that. But, i have to do it.

they make me of who i am today. Without them, maybe I wun be in RP. it's a way to repay them back 4 all their hardwork and support.

Stressed out...about being Leader

it's been a while I updated this blog. Let me tell you why. STRESS is the cause of me not updating for a long time.LoL.

Thinking of my final year project and being a leader for it.

I am a leader for two major projects : final year project and aeromodelling.

It’s not easy being a leader, its damn challenging. I really hope I can make it through this year.

Juggling two projects at one time. And I need to improve in so many areas.

That’s not the end. There are more responsibilities to come.

You know why. This is because since year 2 semester one, most of the time, I have always been chosen to be leader for every module. You think it’s so wonderful to be a leader each day you arrive school?

Being a leader is fun but sometimes you want to be a team player for a while

You just want to have a break and just be a team player. The only chance for me to be a team player is when the facilitator chooses others to be the leader..

So, this year 3, I will most probably be leader again.

There are possible reasons why people might not want to be leader.

It may be because no one dares to voice out their views. (so when someone voice out more opinions, then they should be leader. -_-) OR no one wants to be leader because of the huge responsibility that they have to take. OR nobody cares.

When you are the leader, you divide task and that’s easy. But when you give the task to the person, she / he don’t do it with their best effort because he/ she don’t care or they are lack of motivation.

And then you have to think of how to motivate them...and I’m tired of doing motivation. Because there is so many of them that needs motivation. I wish I have a power or miracle that can just motivate everyone at once. Those who are my leaders or instructors told me that I just have to improve on the way I motivate people.

Tired and sick.

One will just tell me: don’t give up. It’s just a test.

I’m not going to race anymore

Racing has always been my fantasy/dream since I was 9. Well, not only me in the family. My other cousin also likes racing. This all started from my uncle.

My uncle is a person who loves speed.

I don’t know how many times he got motor bike accident and still have not learned his lesson.

During his time, he likes to race so much until it went down to my generation which end up me and my cousins likes racing too. Haiz..that’s bad..

After the accident that happened to me and my sister at the go cart place in Melaka, I start to think f ways to control myself from speeding. I was speeding and I crash onto my sister’s go cart.
I got a few blue back on my hand and leg and those are minor injuries. But I am more worried of my sister. She got back muscle pain. That’s internal injury!

I’ve been messaging her back hoping that she will no longer have muscle back pain.

In racing movies such as ‘2 fast and 2 furious’ or ‘KL menjerit’ (malay racing movie) and etc.

They always show racing risk your life and you might die. But they never show that it also kill other people lives.
Imagine you speed driving and crash into someone else’s vehicle. After that, you realized that you only get minor injuries while other driver got killed because of your carelessness and speeding. Tats ridiculous!

You have to face guilt for your whole life and see other people get killed for your own mistake of not thinking of the consequences.

You will face so much guilt that you wish u can reverse back the time.

Why other people must faced the consequences for the mistake you have done?

Lesson to learn: I will stop racing but drive safely next time.
So think before you go speeding coz it’s not only risking your own life but the life of others.

Ready for takeoff….

It’s 930am, and we board a school bus to Singapore flyer.
We are going to Singapore flyer for to simulate a flight..hahaha..LOLs!
The real student price is actually 65 dollars but paid 40 dollars for it because school subsidized.
Hmmm..I don’t know how to put it into words. hehe. So these are the pictures..

that's how our day ended at the flight simulator experience. no way....not for me, jonathan and sebastian. After that, we went to esplanade to study..ummm..study? errr...i guess so.. hahaha!

RP meets ITE simei

Haiyo...Early in the morning, i got flu and headache... and its been raining for 3 days non-stop!
reason for being sick is... for skipping my meals and sleeping at 3am...

Wake up and the first thing is ACHOO!haha.. So, end up i don't go to school today.


anyway...went to volunteer to help for the standard chartered race marathon.
it damn fun!

At first, i thought its only RP students but there also students from other schools like TP, MI, some JC sch and ITE simei.

ITE simei guys are quite cute...some dont look like mat rep but more descent boy look, with pretty eyes. awww... but too bad lar, i cant click with them.

even though i got talk to them, i feel like cannot click ah.. Communication is very important no matter how good looking guys can be.

I would rather choose average looking guys who i can communicate with. LoL.

During the event, my team decided to use names of food in MCdonald. For e.g. if you want to Male shirt, small size, you say, " Mc Spicy.."

there was one time, the ITE cute guy say " Mc Spicy with no coke.." hahaha...LOLs!

Look into his cunning eyes...fuh.

Dun care about your faults and your weaknesses,
Dun care what you gonna say about me,
Because no one is perfect, my dear.
Coz I believe that your heart is kind and will protect me from those who wants to hurt me.
Even though u don’t show your feelings,
But yet I know what you are feeling,
How was I able to do that? You tell me.
How was I able to understand you without you telling me everything?

-from the heart

the movie 'LOST' just released...

Remember the drama series ‘LOST’? Yesterday, my god sis and I create our own episode of ‘LOST’…

Basically, this episode, Dinah and Nad get themselves lost from city hall to bugis.

We start walking at 12pm and end at 5pm…

So, we walk for 5 hours without any transport..

First, we eat KFC at Orchard…then we took MRT to city hall…

and walk all around city hall until Bugis…

We have no detail plan of where to go… we both were like…should we go right or left?...HAHA!

I can even ask a stupid question. “Have we reach Bugis?”…LOL

We just get ourselves lost, dancing while walking around the streets..just like I the movie ‘Step up to the streets’… look like crazy ppl but its worth the laughter. u will never know how fun it can be until you tried it...

We went to explore hotels like pan pacific hotel, golden landmark , allson, Victoria…

And we visited a church. LOLs…I dunno why. We just want to explore what it is like inside church. (sebelum masuk, baca bismillah..seram.haha.)

lastly, we find ourselves in SMU… woah…we are in university already…skip poly life. We only get to go the SMU roof top only lar. HAHA..LOL…

We ended the journey with a short visit to SMU...LOLs!

W24M Class photo up for grabs!!

All W24M Class photo, you can ask from Fazli, the guy with his new Nikon camera...

Pic Below: all took such a long time to pose infront of the camera...haiz..

Pic Below: okay...say "cheese!"

Look further down is a pic of....

My Digital Facilitator (LOL!!)

He is the winner for being "The most observant digital faci"

Haha..Why I say observant? Becoz he knows when I am in lazy mode…
If you think I am hardworking, think back…hahaha! Coz this faci can spot my slacking mode well!
Everytime when I start to slack, he will put it in under comments. Basically he observes every student. But when he put those comments, its true la…
And he gave me a C for being in a slacking mode. humph


Digital Team of the Day

And Last but not least, our photographer of the day wic is also

our classmate...

W24M is a fun class but E45K (Yr 2 sem 1) is the HAPPENING class!!
I can still remember the environment of E45K…the CS environment, putting “aruna” name in CS..zul’s birthday bash!! Hahaha!
LOL…will never forget those moments.

W24M, the class that helps me to survive through all the modules.

Becoz W24M has its way of knowning how to learn in a fun way and help each other...

IN CONCLUSION, Both class is Fun!!hehehe...

To friends who have work hard to organise outings...

Plans for Saturday morning?!!

I planned to go to library, to do my stuff.

Sometimes, I treat school & library like my second home.
Maybe because my heart is so close to school and the library...
I know people might think I am crazy.

People will wander, “why school. Think of school and you will be stress..”

But for me, School is a place where I can do things freely...

Like, if I want to go anywhere, no one stop me and disturbing me.

And why I like library? Because it so quiet and peaceful, and the best, no distractions..So quiet that I can even fall asleep...haha.LOL

So, I told my mum that I’m going to the library.But then, they restrict me because they thought I was going to meet my friend for no reason.

She argue, why do you need to go to school on a Saturday?

I mean, I rarely go out with my friends nowadays. I have so many things to settle until all my friends say I’m always busy. Actually, how I wish I could manage my time for my friends and family too.

You see, my friends...how can I not be busy... I couldn’t even have time for my friends and have to make time for my family since family always come first.

When I have time for family, I have no time for friends.

When I need to spend some time for friends, my family say I spend too much time for myself and friends.

When I spend time for both family and friends, I have no time for school and my hobbies.

So, how? I have no idea.

Just hope you guys or any of my friends out there organise an outing understands if I end up saying things like,” I’m not going...” or “I can’t go”,,

i really apreciate all your hard work trying to organise outing to for class bonding...

But It’s not that I don’t want to go. I just can’t make it but I will always try to make it. At least I try, right?? :))

W24M for the first time of the SEM

Last week, W24 For the first time, more than half of the class went out to lunch together, play arcade! Hahaha..

Di ying, so poor thing, she got hit by a basket ball when playing arcade until her head got blue black. Blame Xu Hao for it! Haah.

We took the most seats in KFC…people all need around 2 tables. We took 6 tables in KFC. Hahaha!


I read one of my friend’s blog and she write in her post that “she realizes that she have left out her really true friends…”

Well, no offence but I find it true because it does happen to me. I think that this is what happens to our life especially being in RP. We keep changing classes every semester.

Hence, we tend to have more time for those who are in the same class as you. Maybe because RP students know that we only have a few months to know each other so we tend to have more time for classmates.

But, however, there is msn to always make sure we always keep in touch no matter how busy we can be. So, not to worry.... all we need is msn and save some of your time for all of your friends... hehehe!

"Ayo...dinah is angry..."

In my course, we have to take up this module called PCB (prototyping of circuit board) Sounds chim but can be fun with wire wrapping and soldering then get your hand burn! wakaka!

As usual RP, we must do presentation slides.

One of my team members, PERSON X…I know is someone who is not the participative type of person.
Well, not participative…least you could do is by being cooperative.

This is how the conversation started with PERSON X...

Dinah : “where is your slide on features?”
Person X: “umm..havent do..I dunno how”
Ok. Fine.. I was thinking maybe I give ‘PERSON X’ a guide or help..so I said..

Dinah: “ u look at question 3…”
Dinah was about to discuss the question with person X and so…

Person X looks at question 3…then silence for like 5 mins ++
Dinah assume that ‘PERSON X’ has gotten the answer since ‘PERSON X’ seems to look serious at his computer.

Dinah: “so..Gotten the answer already…wats the answer?”
PERSON X: “umm..i still duno how to do..”

Dinah blood boiling but she tries to show the calm face…
Dinah: “Ouh ok…so what are goin to do? What are goin to present?

PERSON X: “ umm..let me take a look at the powerpoint slides. Hmm…I dun noe leh..”

Dinah gets frustrated whenever ‘PERSON X’ says “I DON’T Know” phrase. She doesn’t understand what PERSON X is trying to tell her. She’s confused, frustrated and trying to clear her doubts.

Dinah: “then how? so you not presenting anything?”
PERSON X just raises his shoulder up and down and keep saying I Don’t know.

Dinah: Ouh….so tat means you never do work?
She did not realize what she was saying but because she is so confused…She blurted out those unintentional hurtful words.

Then, my two other team mates scare PERSON X in a joking manner and say," ayo...dinah angry already.."

He just keep quiet…then I immediately ask one of my team mates to give one of his slides to PERSON X as I only have one slide to present.

In Conclusion……..

If you don’t want to do work, please find something to contribute even though you are just going to present only one part of the worksheet.
I would like to apologize if I did ever say hurtful words but during work or project, I take it seriously…

So, if you are around the bush, I can be confused and get stressed up.
If you don’t want to be direct in personal stuff, I don’t mind but when involving work, please don’t confuse me. Hehe…coz I will get frustrated.

Oh my goodness!! He winks…

There is this guy in my school…well, dun mention which class he is in…(coz I noe some ppl will come to his class just to find out who he is..HAHA.LOL)

All I can say that he is not a Malay guy, is older than me..

Anyway…he winks at me twice for two different days.
Oh no! Does he think I am interested in him just becoz im being friendly?

I mean…most guys I meet won’t be so confident to even wink at me. The most courageous step that guys will do is to get to know me through MSN. Hahaha!

And this guy just talk to me for a few weeks and now, so confidently winks at me and smile..

I just gave him the look that shows “I didn’t notice what your eyes were doing”

Maybe he is just flirting. Eee…! Haha..oh my..Suddenly, I feel so bad.

LOVE sparks....

Love...

what is love?

Hmmm...in my context, love is when you cannot live without that person.

before today, i havent met someone i can't live with. But now, i think i have met that person.

hehe...I'm just taking my time to get to know the person. all i can say is that he is such a nice person.

Well, that's all i can tell you for now lar...haha.

i did some survey and this is what i get....

My love based on Commitment sey! woohoo..LOL

SDC

Going out, shopping, watch movies, chit chat, eat, walk in malls....that most common thigns teenagers always do....


To do it again and again..wasting money and time....
i start to think to do something different..
Nad, i treat he like my god-sis...

i suggested to her "Gurl...let's go discovery centre..i want to do something different ah..i get bored going out to town..." She agrees to also try out somethign different.



And we went to Spore discovery centre and as usual, i always plan the journey so that we dun waste time finding what bus to take, which stop to alight and so on... this all can be done through research on the internet. this is bcoz i dun like unplanned journey. Waste time and energy..haha!





(Pic above): We took the SAFTI bus tour!! It's a Singapore Armed Forces Training institute..

It is a place where they train those Singaporeans mens to be officers...COOL...


(Pic below): before that, we watch 2 3D shows called the 'i werks'. Its kinda cool coz it makes the images look so real! The images are like just right infront of ur face! i feel so funny wearing the 3D specs...





(pic below): Then after that, went to the army museum.....such a nice scenery..There's kayaking!

Planning to come here again just for the kayaking..It's only 1 dollar or 2 dollar...
Well, its gonna worth the adventure.





We also tried out the rifles where they use it in the army...called the individual marksmanship trainer...we shoot the target.."BANG, BANG!" like in CS.



then...after the SAFTI tour and i werks, then we went to realize that discovery centre is more like about singapore future, its technologies and weapons, the singapore armed forces...


(pic above): Discovery is all about using ur senses, "hear what, see what, touch wat"....



(Pic above): Nad on TV!! she is acting to be a news broadcaster. Broadcasting about the history of TV in singapore...errr..

We built Singapore...we decide where to put the HDB flats, neighbourhood post, hospital , hotel..and this is what we have done so far...

(pic above): Ok...i am stepping at one part in singapore i think i am stepping at bukit batok...LOL

"Peace.."

(Pic above): Trying to be lame b4 we leave SDC, so we put our names at this black board we found in SDC...